Drama

So much drama over the past week. And I never thought that my one blog post would illicit so many views in one day. As well as one very angry phone call.

Enough drama for now, please. I shall visualise a very calm and uninteresting life for myself. A NORMAL life. But a normal life entails all the ups and downs as well, doesn’t it? FEL.

For those of you who are so very ‘interested’ in what’s going on, MYOB. I’m sure you can find your own drama in your own lives. Otherwise, create one for your own viewing pleasure.

Being able to get through the day without any tears and heartache is actually such a blessing. I am truly happy and grateful right now. It is true when they say all relationships survive on tolerance, and to master the art of give and take requires experience. I am still learning. Whenever I feel the anger and bile rising up at the thought of all the lies, I have to stop. Because I would not be able to stay where I am otherwise. Forgiveness is so hard, and for now, I am still not ready to forgive or forget. But I can fake temporary amnesia when the situation requires me to.

Do I deserve better? I don’t know. I only know that I can picture myself growing old with noone else. Should anything else matter then?